Re: Neil D/Lin A
About wanting her there? Yeah. [...] Look, I've never not wanted her there. Except maybe when my immediate goal was to drown myself in booze, but that wasn't about her.
[...] I didn't have much of a chance to tell her anything. My family doesn't do well with awkward revelations. It kind of fell apart after the four of us ended up in one room. [...] I know. It might not seem like I give a damn, because I keep screwing up, but I do. I don't wake up in the morning and plan on making her feel like shit about herself. Things just don't click until it's too late half the time.
Yeah, but maybe wanting me isn't what's best for her.
Of course I care. Bad enough when it was some random girl, but my sister [...] I don't even want to think about it.