I want to apologize, Neil, to you and Sam for the way I've been acting. It's wholly unfair to both of you, and neither of you deserve it. I don't know if I'm allowed to hope for friendship with you after my behaviour, but I would like to hope that someday, we might be able to converse as friends and put all of this behind us.
If there's anything that I can do, for either of you, please do not hesitate to let me know.