Caellum Matthews/Jamie Madrox (caelrox) wrote in doors,
You have to meet him. He would love you. He comes in to watch me play, then we go have fun in the casinos, and I've never been bored. I'm gushing... (he laughs again, completely unforced.) I always thought if I was just with one person, I'd be bored.
I'm jonesing though. Not all the time. I'm distracted enough that I can work it through, but like here, and I just came to get clothes, I want a hit. It feels disgusting, but ...
I want that feeling to go away. I don't want to crave coke.