You don't give yourself enough credit you know? You're an incredibly talented musician Caellum, really. And if he writes great stuff then it sounds like the pair of you could be pretty incredible together.
You've been doing great these past couple of months, and now you have even more motivation to keep doing great. I mean if he's keeping up with you and you're enjoying spending time together then you just hang on to that.
You won't fuck this up (her voice is confident and comforting) You won't let you, I won't let you and I'm willing to bet he won't let you either. You deserve this Caellum, you deserve to be happy.