It's okay, my less than creepy book is a journal that I discovered at a - a.. well I suppose it is now closed, Print Shoppe. Should have guessed that it wasn't going to be in business long when the Printer was using a machine I haven't seen outside of a museum. The journal felt comfortable.. in both our hands.. If you take my meaning there.
Best advice I can give you at this point is to relax. There is some interesting conversations to follow, and some very cool people who are experiencing the same thing as we are.