Micah and Hayden taste like raspberries (andcream) wrote in doors,
Re: Jules S/Micah C
[he stares at the message for the longest time, the prospect of looking for help terrifying, taking him back to the useless people when he was in the hospital, their useless words and attempts at help]
About two years ago, I was in the hospital for about three months. Bed rest and limited movement the better part of the next year. I've a lot of anger built up from that, from what happened. I'm still dealing with that. Vegas? It was supposed to be a fresh start, being here. Leave the ghosts behind. Make some friends. And I've fouled it all up again. I'm not making excuses, but I feel like I did about 2 years ago. I don't like this place. I'm not happy here. But I'm terrified of asking for help like you wouldn't believe.