We all know you do, and your public-as-fuck self-flagellation in an attempt at, idfk, martyrdom/repentance for your repeated stupidity, out-of-control victim complex, and constant under-the-bus-throwing of your own family members for some quasi-vampire's glittery dick and naive, impotent idea of "love," while eschewing the real thing bc you're a fuckhead, is 1) transparent as balls, jsyk, and 2) not at all useful, enlightening, or redeeming. You have nowhere/no-dick left to turn to, so you want to come crawling back, ever persecuted and ever oppressed, 20 fucking lashes to the feet and don't I deserve it, right? Fuck you.