Re: Anon/Lin A
That seems like a good universal rule, I think.
WElllll, I kind of fucked up. [...] But, also I should mention he's an alcoholic, and even though I know he needs help (which would have to be forced upon him), I'm [...] too selfish and too scared to actually do it. So if I do love him, it's not selfless, beautiful fucking anything. I want to help him, yeah, but I know that forcing him to dry out/go to AA/rehab could make him hate me (he has a bitterness problem. Did I mention that? The bit about being a human lemon with startling eyes?). He doesn't have many friends. He could, because when he wants to be, he can be alarmingly charming, but I don't know. Things happened or whatever, and he thinks he's [...] idk what he thinks. I think he thinks he's like, worthless or a bad influence or something, and/or attachment is scary. So he's mean and people give him a wide berth. (The whole "unhygienic alcoholic" aura helps too.) I only slipped in through the cracks because our friend Sam made me come over once, and also I like mean people, because I'm mean and nice people are kind of boring. Soooooooooo. idk. I know it sounds like stalling and maybe it is, but I'm pretty sure if I say anything like that, he'll go drink in the bathtub alone, which is hardly close to making out, even if he did choose to actually put water in it this time.