[It takes a few minutes, but then she's writing again, like she can't quite stop herself from doing it.] You understand that I just want to make certain that anything I can help with is done, right? I know that people don't want me around, and I know why, but it doesn't mean I don't still care about everyone and want things to be better. [...] And maybe it's greedy of me to talk to Sam at all, but I just wanted to see how she was doing, and it's not like I can stop down to visit.