That girl has been shot at and kidnapped, she's been tortured and targeted and her family's been to hell and back. You love her, you live with her, you do your damndest to make that girl feel like it and you don't stop at try. Try isn't good enough. Try don't make a damn difference. You're the one she's got, the one she's got doctors talking to, if you know and her family don't know much of anything. That means you're closer than family, and if that don't mean anything to you, you'd better learn and fast. You've been saying for months you don't know how to tell her what she means to you, that you'll try. I'm sick of try. She's in the hospital, half way to dead and back, you man the hell up and get past try all the way over into did.