Re: neil/iris
[Another moment to try to think.] That's before. Before everything.
I can't tell her. I can't. Maybe I should, because I'm the one she's mad at. Normally. And it would make sense for her to be again. Not to have her hate someone else just for telling her.
I don't know, Neil. I don't know. I upset her. I'm sorry. [Her hands shakes more toward the end, and she stares at it in fascination, unable to stop.]