Evangeline Sablier is not broken, but please (handlewithcare) wrote in doors,
Re: Evie S/Wren H
Only you can talk that away, everything I'm telling you is the truth - you just have to make yourself trust that. Remind yourself of it every day if you have to. It's going to be okay. And its okay to ask for reassurance.
I don't think so. I don't think it's any worse either. I don't know what to do. I punch a punching bag, I cry, I imagine myself throwing darts at the universe, I laugh at something Daisy does, I cry, I eat a whole pie, I read romance novels, I remind myself of all those times he didn't come home, and all those times he did. I know how to be in love, I know how to be in a complicated relationship, I know how to be completely codependent and I know how to need to be needed...But I don't know how to be without any of that.