Re: Eddie/Ash
And that's the point I'm trying to make, Eddie. If something happens to her, and I really hope that it doesn't, whatever happens after that has to be because you want to do it. After I lost Matthew, it didn't matter to me what other people thought of me. I was miserable, I was grieving, and I wished that I had been in the vehicle with him so I didn't have to hurt. But in the end, I couldn't stay like that. I couldn't. I'm not like this because of the people around me. I'm like this because I couldn't stand who I was becoming otherwise.
Yes, it is hard. You think too much. [...] We should do tea sometime. In one of those rooms at the hotel. Jonathan uses them to visit someone from Vegas.