Re: Alana/Hels
I just wanted to go away, to where the only place I existed was some little girl's head. It would have been okay. They might have even gotten a new me, but they would have forgotten within a few weeks and it would have been like I'd never been there at all.
[Another pause.] I didn't always feel this way. It's just, it's been getting worse. Everyone thinks it's the big things, but it's not, it's all the little things too that would be fine on their own, except there are so many now and I
I can't
I'm not brave. Not anymore. Now I'm just determined.