Through the door, she has a friend. It's complicated. Things happened and his girlfriend doesn't like her. It makes trouble but they're still friends. Her and her friend. I think he's her best friend. He's her only friend. His person in Las Vegas, I was talking to him. He says his alter, her friend, would probably be better off if she weren't there. Less complicated. Healthier for her friend. And she wants what is best for him but sometimes she's selfish. But she wants what is best for him. So she would stay over here. Or let me move away so that whatever happens then to her would happen and he could move on and he and his girlfriend wouldn't have to worry about the complicated things. I don't know, things are weird right now, but they always go back, and what happens then?
And Sam's brother said I could move in with him once I am out of the facility and/or facilities. So that there would be someone to watch me and stop me from doing the awful things I so often do. But I've never met him, not in person (that I remember). And it makes sense that Sam would want to visit her brother and I really don't think she wants to see me at all, especially living there. I think [Pause, slight change in thought but she doesn't cross it out.] Don't you think it would be better for her if she didn't have to see me? Wouldn't seeing me just remind her of all the awful things I've done to her?