layla 'double betrayla' fairbourne (boundless) wrote in disorderjournal, @ 2018-03-27 09:03:00 |
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PERCY, OLIVER, & KATIE.
I want to leave. Straight up, no more debating that fact. [...] And my thought is turning myself over to the Order. Because just leaving doesn't help end this or help any of you, and they'd been the place to use most of the information I give, right? I don't particularly know how to broach it with them other than just outright telling them I'm going to surrender and give them information, but that's potentially an idea. I'm done and I can't keep doing this and it needs to end for everyone else's sake. I have to finish this stupid assignment with Joe first, and I'm going to pretend I'm looking for another place to 'move out' from where I am currently so hopefully I'm not instantly putting up red flags at defection rather than, I don't know, being kidnapped when I finally leave to buy some extra time before they respond.
Hey. [...] Do you have a moment so that I can talk to you?
Hi
How are y
Do you really t
I wish you hadn't ac
[...]
Do you really care about me or