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Tweak says, "why the long face?"

Aoi, Misaki (pinksunbeam) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2010-01-21 20:30:00

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keiichi, misaki

Who: Misaki and Open
Where: Her dorm room
What: Resting up from a busy day and drawing
When: Afternoon early evening
Why: I don't know, cookies?

Misaki sighed some as she doodled a drawing. It wasn't anything special, just something that had a lot of color to it. Long robes with flowers based on the garden now in the butterfly room courtesy of Renju. She smiled some brightly, Maeko was actually receptive to her today. She talked some, this was good. It was going to go slow, she was sure, but still...And then there was Keiichi.

Her shoulders slumped some, she had been silly to feel jealous of Renju, there was no reason for it. Brushing her hair back she smiled some, she was going to make him something special for the beach. Maybe a cool shirt.

Turning the page over she rested on her stomache and drew more, drawing Keiichi's figure, partly blushing. As she drew she wondered what else she could add in and smiled. I'm lucky to have him as a boyfriend. I can't forget that.

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keiito
2010-01-22 11:56 pm UTC (link)

"You didn't know?" he asked, seemingly surprised by this news. "It's been all over the news. I got attacked on the way back from the grocery store by one of those thugs who came after the dorms. Police were here and everything."

The expression on his face was...hurt, maybe? If not hurt, definitely disapproving, an expression that Keiichi didn't use much, but had broken out more and more as time went on.

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pinksunbeam
2010-01-23 12:52 am UTC (link)

"No I didn't know. Oh god! Keiichi, are you alright?" She genuinely looked worried and gave him a tight hug then looked at him softly. She felt suddenly very guilty for not looking at the news all that much.

"I'm sorry, I didn't...Did they catch him? Did you go to the hospital yet?" Misaki bit her lip some and looked down. "I'm sorry, I want to know what happened. Everything okay."

She took his hands in hers and kissed the top of them gently looking at him with worried eyes.

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keiito
2010-01-23 01:35 am UTC (link)

"I didn't need to go to the hospital," he explained, quietly. "I'll be fine. But I must admit, I'm more troubled by things with you right now..."

His voice trailed off, and his shoulders slumped down a bit. In her concern, there were a few...odd things about his general mood she hadn't noticed. She might, and she might not.

Or, ideally, she wouldn't notice until it was too late.

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pinksunbeam
2010-01-23 01:48 am UTC (link)

"Well I'm glad to hear that. At least you weren't hurt. This whole thing scares me a bit," Misaki admitted and then paused when his shoulders slumpped and she naturally wrapped her arms around him.

"Keiikun...I'm working on those. I don't want you to worry so much about me, okay? It's not right for me to dump things on to you. I'm glad you're concerned but, I'll be okay. I'm resilant," she smiled some sweetly and kissed his cheek tenderly and looked at him. "Why are you troubled about things with me?"

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keiito
2010-01-23 02:01 am UTC (link)

The look on Keiichi's face grew more emotional, and his hands reached out for Misaki's shoulders, shaking them back and forth a bit.

"You never get it, do you," he asked, in a despairing voice. "It's always after the fact with you. Misaki comes to console and save the day. That's how you are in general, isn't it?"

His hands are shaking, and a tear trickles down his cheek. "You never think about things first. Always happy to just go through life never worrying, because things will work out in the end..."

There was something being unsaid here, clearly.

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pinksunbeam
2010-01-23 02:07 am UTC (link)

Misaki stared at him softly and spoke in a quiet voice as she reaches up to touch his cheeks and brush away the tears with soft fingers, "Keiikun, of course I worry. I worry all the time about you and the others. I do, I just don't show it because if I did then what good would it do anyone?"

She smiled at him sadly, "I have to believe things will work out because if I don't then, who will? If there's not a bit of hope, then how can you see a good outcome of something. Things need to work out because if they don't then no good will come of it. It'll be a pesamistic outlook that won't make anyone happy."

"That's why I like you, you can be realistic about thing, but you still can see the good side of things," Misaki said and held his face in her hands. "that's what I love about you."

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keiito
2010-01-23 03:23 am UTC (link)

"You love me," he asked, as if *processing* this fact for the first time. He knew it was true, of course.

"I-I can't do this anymore," he stammered, every bit the nervous Keiichi. He pulled his face back from her hands, slowly. It looked as if the world was beginning to collapse around him.

"You don't *understand*," he insisted , voice high pitched and nearly hysterical. "The person you are, the person you want to be -- they're not the same thing! You try to be this nice, sweet girl -- and you are, yes, but --"

His eyes darted from side to side, as if pleading for a way out. Some way out. Any way out. His arms began to flap from side to side, as if flailing.

"We're not good for each other," he said, quickly, as if the words had spilled forth like water from a broken dam. "You're too idealistic and it makes me all idealistic and I can't handle it."

He was up to his feet before she could get a word in edgewise. "I'm sorry," he said again. "You can do much better than me!"

The door to Aoi Misaki's room opened and closed quickly, leaving the first year girl to wonder just what in the Hell had happened.

Meanwhile, the boy walked down the hall, feet moving as fast as they could without sounding suspicious.

It was only once he made it out of the girls' dorm, and back to the sanctity of his room, that he let his eyes glow and issued a cackle that most in the dorm assumed was from some sort of TV show.

There are times when the direct approach isn't best.

Unfortunately for the team, that's not something that's likely to be true for them in the near future.

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pinksunbeam
2010-01-23 03:32 am UTC (link)

Misaki watched him flail and shook her head, "I don't...I'm not...what do you mean...Keiikun...Ito-san!"

"what...No! No I can't...Keiichi! Wait!" Misaki got up to follow but stared in wonder. This couldn't be right...normally she would have broken down at this, but now. She promised herself she would face things, even if they were painful and not take the easy way out of things.

She grabbed her robe, threw on her sandles, and picked up her phone. Rushing out the door, shutting it behind her. She felt confused beyond anything and shivered some but hurried down the stairs, trying not to cry. Her heart pounded, it hurt, but she didn't want to lose Keiichi.

Rushing out of the girl's dorm she hurried up the stairs to Keiichi's room and knocked loudly, "Keiichi! Please open up. i don't understand...what did I do to make you feel like this. please can we talk?"

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	keiito 2010-01-23 03:36 am UTC (link)
	The door was closed and locked. No sounds came from inside the dorm room. No TV, no radio, no computer, not even the sounds of breathing or crying. The light too had been turned off, judging from the blackness that creeped out of the room from under the door. It was as if no one was in the room. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

pinksunbeam
2010-01-23 03:57 am UTC (link)

Misaki looked at the door and noticed the silence. She was trembling. He had felt like Keiichi, there had been no changes in him, the only difference was that he seemed just slightly different, but she had chalked that up to the whole thing with the attack.

Misaki sat against his door and pulled up her knees and waited for the group. She could always go down and get the dorm head to open it, but she didn't want to do that.

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