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zealousemperor 2010-01-05 12:56 am UTC (link)

Kanaye smiled at her weakly. "Hey, Yoshimi-san." He walked in, glad that he finally found the right room. Kanaye doubted a husband would appreciate it if he knocked on a door with a bottle of alcohol. Speaking of which, he offered it up to her. "I'm here to ask about how you are and to give you a present, but I can see the answer to the first question. Do you wanna talk about it?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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zealousemperor 2010-01-07 04:44 am UTC (link)

"Well, I guess..." He sighed. "I..." Kanaye just looked at the ground, then continued. "Yoshimi-san. I guess I'm here to say I'm sorry for ditching you at that place. And that I really don't want to see you this depressed. You're a nice girl. You don't deserve to have this happen to you." Sitting down wherever he could find a spot, he smiled. "If you're ready to talk, I'm ready to listen. Maybe you could start at Shingo-san?" He offered gently. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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zealousemperor 2010-01-07 05:52 am UTC (link)

"Yes, but..." Kanaye shook his head. "If I was there I could've fought instead of you. Or instead of anyone else. I was a coward and ran away, and you had to pay the price for it. I'm sorry." He bowed to her. Kanaye sighed. "I..." That was kind of obvious. "I...Well, I guess that won't really work, eh?" He chuckled a bit, uneasy. "I figured you'd miss him..." Shaking his head, Kanaye looked at Yoshimi. "...I guess I can sympathize. I went through something similar. I lost a family member. But I guess that's a bit different from a boyfriend, right? I'm sorry for your loss." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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zealousemperor 2010-01-08 05:26 am UTC (link)

"I was a coward. If I can't bleed beside you, how could I possibly call you teammates? Or even friends?" He looked at the ground. "I'm worthless...I left you and Maeko-san..." Kanaye froze for a bit, then continued. "I left all of you to die." "...I guess I know what you mean. I mean, when I lost Daichi..." Kanaye sighed. "I guess it's unreasonable to expect you to be able to talk about it with someone you don't trust. But..." Kanaye stood up and walked over to Yoshimi. Deciding that it's not like it could make the situation worse, he reached around and hugged her. "I...don't want to talk about Daichi either. But I'll talk about him if you talk about Shingo-san." Kanaye tried to smile at Yoshimi. "Ok?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-08 12:59 pm UTC (link)
	Kanaye smiled and let her go. "Of course, Yoshimi-san. It's not like I'm trying to hurt you." Sighing a bit, he shook his head. "I need to tell someone, at least. Really, it's probably the best for both of us. Just..." He looked at his feet, uncomfortable. "Don't judge me too much...ok?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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zealousemperor 2010-01-09 07:42 am UTC (link)

"...Thanks, Yoshimi-san." Kanaye smiled at her weakly. "I hope so." Kanaye nodded slowly as he listened. "It's not much but if you loved him, it certainly makes sense you'd be so effected by his passing." He was confused, though. He had died in April, right? And it was September. So five months. She still hasn't gotten over it? Odd... Kanaye sighed. "Well, I met Daichi when I was five. I never went out of the house, yaknow. My parents were worried I'd get kidnapped or something. He was my only friend. I depended on him a lot. We were...separated around six years later." Kanaye sat down on the couch beside her and looked at his feet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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zealousemperor 2010-01-09 08:22 pm UTC (link)

"Yeah. One day, he was there, and the next..." Kanaye shook his head. "It's...I never even got to say goodbye. Was had an argument and he left and..." He cut off and stared at the wall for a bit. "It's...scary, yaknow? How people can die so easily." "Yeah. I guess I was kind of lonely, even with Daichi. Whenever he wasn't there...Well, there was nothing I could do. My parents refused to let me play with anyone else." Kanaye attempted a smile and failed. "Well, I guess...that might be a good thing, if you enjoy the changes. I'd probably be worse off if it weren't for Daichi..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-09 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	"Well..." Kanaye sighed. "The argument was my fault. We disagreed on something, and it was really really really stupid...I told him I never wanted to see him again. I said I wished he died. Then...Well. He did." Kanaye hugged his knees. "All the time." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-10 05:39 am UTC (link)
	"Thanks, Yoshimi-san..." "Yeah. I mean...well. I..." Kanaye shook his head. "Sorry, I'm taking up your time. You probably don't want to listen to me complain about the past, right?" Kanaye smiled weakly. "Well, at least Daichi and Shingo are in" that frozen hellhole. "heaven, right? So they can't suffer anymore." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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zealousemperor 2010-01-10 06:49 am UTC (link)

"...Yeah, but won't you? And I've had more time to deal with it. 6 years vs. 6 months? You'll still need to talk." Kanaye nodded. "I'm positive about that." Kanaye noticed, and hugged Yoshimi again. "Yoshimi-san, it's alright. I know it was sudden...If there's anything you want to talk about, I'm here to listen." Kanaye was vaguely aware he was repeating himself, but he didn't really care. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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zealousemperor 2010-01-10 07:40 am UTC (link)

Kanaye smiled at her. "No worries, Yoshimi-san. I'm glad to help." Kanaye sighed and shook his head. "Well, that's understandable. That's a big step, yaknow. It's perfectly logical to not want to do that. He's just being stupid." Kanaye twitched and looked at Yoshimi. "...He was cheating on you? Seriously?" He hugged Yoshimi tighter. "That's stupid! You don't just freaking go out with someone else because your girlfriend won't go to the next level! It's...retarded! It's not your fault, Yoshimi-san, and don't you ever think it is. You deserve better then him!" Kanaye let go. "Sorry about that..." He said sheepishly. (Reply to this) (Parent)