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Tweak says, "Yuu-Chan will you marry me?"

Oubai, Kouchisei (daioujou) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-12-21 04:43:00

Entry tags:

kiriko, kou

Who: Kiriko, Kou.
What: Encounter.
Where: School Roof.
When: Lunchtime.
Why: Advice.

The roof was thankfully quiet, and a place where dazzling sunlight pursued the students of Nanakamado relentlessly, for there was no place of profound darkness. It was almost the time that the sun would be in high noon. Kouchisei was seated alone on one of the few benches kept close to the railing. A napkin and bento box were resting on top of his lap, the fabric dangling over his legs that moved backwards and forwards in idleness. There was no peace because there was no certainty if he would last. Kiriko had been called for advice, and he wouldn't be lying if he said the thought of dealing with her was akin to despair.

Kiriko would think he didn't know how to love someone, he believed; she'd be right. He didn't want this to make Kozue happy so muh as to keep her happy.

And it wasn't a good sign that he wasn't hungry.

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	daioujou 2009-12-22 10:00 pm UTC (link)
	He scowled. Was Kiriko always this obstinate? She had impressed upon him that she wasn't. It hadn't gone over well. "I'm not talking about that. I meant... you know. That." Funnily enough, it was still awkward to give it a name in public. He didn't understand why people were obsessed with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	apathyisboring 2009-12-28 06:04 pm UTC (link)
	That? She stared back confused for a minute, but finally clued in. Her recoil was slight but still visible - Why was he asking her of all people! Guys were supposed to ask other guys about that sort of thing! "... Wait, you... don't want to?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

daioujou
2009-12-29 04:05 am UTC (link)

Kou hadn't known many people before this mess happened. It had been hard, getting to know eleven different people. He'd found it easier talking to her than the likes of Satou or Ito, he thought. The former would discuss it with all the other guys, and the latter would treat it like it was meant something.

Intimacy made him want to vomit.

"Uh, no?"

Really, now. What was wrong with that? His words put that to her, though he had not noticed if they were amiss.

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apathyisboring
2009-12-30 07:39 pm UTC (link)

Kiriko tried not to frown any more than was usual as she ran down a list of possible reasons in her mind. STDs? Irrational fear of STDs? Gay and only using Kozue as a cover story? Erectile dysfunction? Really ugly junk? Awful childhood trauma? On the off-chance it was the last one she proceeded tactfully.

"Well... I suppose it's the same as what I said earlier. You'll just have to tell her that you don't want to, and why."

She wondered if any reason would be good enough for Kozue to accept, but hey, he could find that out for himself when the time came.

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daioujou
2009-12-31 04:27 am UTC (link)

The fact was that Kou hated people.

"Right," he replied firmly, sitting up some. He considered whether it was hate or fear, either of which meant he couldn't get close to other people, and decided it was the latter. He didn't see anything wrong with it. He wasn't hurting anyone. Importantly, he was comfortable.

"You'll keep this to yourself of course." It seemed presumpteous, but he was wondering if Kiriko would do anything to take the matter out of his control. "Don't mention it to anyone. Please."

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	apathyisboring 2010-01-01 07:26 am UTC (link)
	Her eyebrow lifted. Was that an order? It lowered again with the addition of 'please.' Cooly, she took another bite of her lunch, then nodded to him in confirmation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daioujou 2010-01-03 02:41 am UTC (link)
	Their business had finished. He thought about staying longer, but found himself checking his cuffs; he saw no reason to stay because there were things he could be doing. They weren't that close. He didn't see why he had to spend more time with her. He picked up his box and stood up. "Thanks." Then he went to leave. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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