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Tweak says, "kekekekeke"

Retsu Gendou (bucketofwisdom) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-12-03 02:44:00

Entry tags:

kin, misaki

Who: Asabi Kin (Gendou's boyfriend for those that don't know) and Open
What: Training for the upcoming practice season doing sprints
Where: Clearly the track outside where else
When: During a free peirod when he's not in class
Why: DSM just wants to use him.

Kin took his mark at the 100 meater line and postioned himself carfully. One foot back the other forward. Leaning on the rubberized ashfault with his fingers and taking in a deep breath before pushing off the metal markers with his legs and running for all he was worth down the straight away. Arms and legs working in solitary motion, pumping back and forth, his mind's eye seeing the hard wood floor of the court, and pushing himself down it with the ball. He was going to need to work on his speed, it was the only way to keep from falling behind the other players. Still he was going to use this scholarship to get into a good university and then, then maybe he wouldn't have to hide the way he did. He hated that factor about their relationship, it seemed unfair and unjust. It wasn't his fault that he turned out this way, and it wasn't his fault that he feel in love with a man, but still a part of him was painfully aware of the socialital view of everything, and it crushed the air right out of his lungs.

He came up short and cursed, bending over to cough, and trying to catch his breath. He'd had a good start too.

"Damn," he muttered and held to his knees. He stood up again and streched out some, then started to walk back over to the marker and try it again. "I'm going to have to work on that run. Maybe If I push just a bit more towards the end, rather at the start, I can get my speed up. Hummm, but would that give an opponet a chance to cut me off?"

He shrugged and went back to the marker to try it again.

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pinksunbeam
2009-12-04 12:55 am UTC (link)

Misaki paused, 'How is calling her niichan mocking her exactly? I mean...it's not like it's a bad thing to call someone that name is it?"

"So you're saying that I shouldn't defend my opinions? Or what?" Misaki inquired to him looking even more confused then normal. She frowned deeply, "Something that doesn't seem arrogent or skewed. But how do I figure that out?"

"But shouldn't you stop him from doing that? Isn't that dangerous for him to do things that could make him look bad? Espeically considering you're dating him." Misaki pointed out.

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bucketofwisdom
2009-12-04 03:30 am UTC (link)

"Well she IS a girl Aoi-chan, it would be like calling me neechan, though I wouldn't mind it as much as another guy. But still, to her it probably feels like you're making fun of her," Kin explained with a smile.

"No, what I'm saying is that you need to find a way to defend them without upsetting people. You can't just say that you believe people have wings, right. You need to find a way to back it up instead of saying something that could hurt or offend them." Kin looked thoughtful for a moment, "Well the only way I can think of is think about what you want to say first then take a few steps back physically to think if it sounds arrogent or skewed. You know like ask yourself does this make sense if I say this, or would this hurt someone if I said that. That's the only way I can honestly think of."

"Why should I?" he laughed. "Genkun is his own master, and nothing I say will change that fact. If he honestly felt it would cause me trouble he wouldn't do it. And so what if he looks bad, does it make me a bad person for loving him, or wanting him to love me back? No, honestly it doesn't."

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