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Shiori Wakanata (shiori_wakanata) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-07-16 01:56:00

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keiichi, shiori

Who: Shiori and Keiichi
What: Ramen II: Extra Noodles
Where: Some ~~noddle~~ noodle place
When: Some day
Why: ~~'causr~~ 'cause srs discussion is so srs it needs to be at a noodle place

Shiori fidgeted with her menu ~~fro~~ for what seemed like the nth time. They had agreed to meet at one of the fancier ramen joints where rather than there be one large menu hanging above the kitchen individual ones were given out. Even if it was just one side of a piece of paper, Shiori still enjoyed being able to sit and decide instead of having to stand and look. Not that she had really been looking - not because she knew what she was going to get (most likely miso) but because she was meeting up with ~~keic~~ Keiichi for the first time since their trip to Miyagi. It hadn't been that long ago, but ~~somewhow~~ somehow it felt like it had been years since they had last hung out. She wondered if he had changed much since their last meeting. Or if things had changed for him, rather, as she thought of the dungeon with a frown.

Slumping forward in her seat slightly as she leaned over the table, menu still in hand, Shiori sighed. She felt like she was about to meet up with a stranger for the first time.

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shiori_wakanata
2009-07-17 03:37 am UTC (link)

Finally, Shiori looked up when Keiichi admitted he had been punched by Reizo. Why hadn't she noticed that? They were in the same class, so why didn't she... was it because she had been drawing so much? But even then, she still looked up every once and awhile, didn't she? She should have seen it...

More guilt ate away at her as she wrapped a hand around her stomach as though that would help her feel better. Of course it didn't.

"Isn't it hypocritical of you then to complain that no one's taking it seriously when you just said that you're curious? And that you only go because it's the right thing to do? Wouldn't it be better and less insulting if you actually cared for the person you were risking your life for?" she asked, voice rising slightly as she went on. Realizing it, she asked her next question quietly.

"Shirai-kun punched you?" she continued. "What happened?"

She had hung out with Shirai before and though he had threatened her, he hadn't actually done anything to her. He didn't seem that bad - not as bad as his reputation, anyway, and definitely not as bad as he was in the other world.

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keiito
2009-07-17 04:25 am UTC (link)

"It's not hypocritical at all," he replied, coolly, "because when I'm in there, I take it deadly fucking seriously." There was that four letter word again. It was the second time he'd thrown it around in a few days. Suffice it to say he wasn't especially happily. "Police officers don't know who they're saving. Does that make what they do any less important?"

Unspoken was the "Unlike you, who spends most of her time in there DRAWING." that he was thinking.

Shaking his head, he sighed. He didn't want to be drawn into this conversation, no matter how much it would have probably made him feel better.

"He was beating up some kid, and I stepped in. Told him we needed him, that it would be bad if he got arrested, and..." Yeah.

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shiori_wakanata
2009-07-17 04:48 am UTC (link)

She flinched. He had a point with the cop thing. Still, he didn't need to swear, though the fact that he did showed how obviously frustrated about the situation he was. Once again she felt a pain of guilt. Why hadn't she noticed anything..? She could ignore her classmates as she wanted, but Keiichi was her friend. Weren't friends supposed to look out for one another? She really was the worst.

"I'm sorry," she apologized quietly. "I haven't been taking it as seriously as you, so it isn't affecting me as much. I'm being insensitive."

For good measure, she mumbled another apology.

Surprised that Shirai would have punched Keiichi just for that, Shiori didn't comment on it. Obviously she wasn't as good at reading people as she had originally though. Thinking that Shirai wouldn't have punched Keiichi for something like that was obviously inaccurate, and she felt anything she would have said probably would irritate Keiichi.

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keiito
2009-07-18 06:34 pm UTC (link)

"It's..." He paused for a moment, trying to figure out how to express his thoughts properly, without coming across too harshly. She *was* his friend, that was part of why he was worried. "What happens if you're drawing and one of them sneaks up on you from behind," he asked, rhetorically. "It's things like that which worry me. I don't want anything to happen to you."

Sometimes, he wondered why he was the only one who thought about this as much as he did. Maybe it was a coping mechanism for them. After all, dying wasn't a pleasant thought. Maybe it helped them do what they had to do without worrying.

He could understand that, but drawing while hanging behind the group seemed a good way to die in Keiichi's mind.

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shiori_wakanata
2009-07-19 03:09 am UTC (link)

Thinking carefully, Shiori folded her hands in her lap and fussed with the hem of her shirt as she considered her words. She didn't want to misspeak again and upset him.

"I have faith in Satou-senpai and you and everyone else to help me out if something like that happens," Shiori said firmly. Smiling sheepishly, she continued, "Everyone is pretty observant, even if our teamwork isn't the greatest."

Though they taunted each other almost constantly, it was almost like playing baseball in the street - it was a competition to see who could spot a car coming down the street and yell out "car!" the loudest. Only instead of a car coming down the street, it was a shadow. And obviously they didn't yell car, either, though it would be amusing to see it.

Swallowing, she promised, "Next time though, I'll.. I'll leave my book behind. But let's hope it doesn't happen again, okay?"

Because if it did, going there would be the hardest thing she would ever have to do.

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keiito
2009-07-20 05:58 am UTC (link)

He appreciated the faith that she had in him, he really did...but at the same time it was another responsibility to throw on his back, and he'd been taking on plenty.

"Why DO you love drawing so much," he asked, the subject change rising to his mind. It seemed a better question to him than the other approaches. Instinctively, she had to know that Paradise was dangerous, yet the sketchbook came with her anyway.

Drawing meant she was stuck in detention every day. There had to be a reason. Something. Maybe it would help him understand.

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shiori_wakanata
2009-07-20 07:21 am UTC (link)

Caught off guard by the sudden change of topic, Shiori mused about an answer. She drew because... she had to. It was like breathing. Wasn't that obvious?

"That's kind of an unfair question, isn't it?" she asked, smiling lightly. "It's like me asking why you like cooking so much. I draw a lot so I can get better and go to a college far away from here, but I can't give you a reason why I like it so much. I guess... the closest explanation I could give is because I've been doing it for so long that it's weird not to."

Nearly ten years now, she fathomed. Since Nobu was born. After he, and then Ren, were born Shiori never really got out of the habit. If anything, it had gotten worse. It was a constant in her life, but if it was really being such a hindrance to others she could take a break from it for a little bit. Or not do it as much, anyway. It... it couldn't be too hard. Right..?

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keiito
2009-07-20 06:00 pm UTC (link)

It was pretty obvious by listening to her how much she loved drawing. Not that he could fault her, he was pretty crazy about cooking, too.

If he paused in the middle of Paradise to make a souffle, though, he hoped the others would lecture him, too.

"I know why I like cooking so much, though," Keiichi replied, a faint grin on his face. "It's something I can do that doesn't require me to be really strong, or really fast. I'm not good at singing or painting, either. You do need some dexterity to cook, but..."

It was the perfect hobby for someone who could follow directions carefully, really.

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shiori_wakanata
2009-07-21 02:25 am UTC (link)

"And being passionate about it doesn't hurt, does it?" Shiori said, feeling herself grow more confident now that the situation had lightened up slightly. "It's easier for me to walk and draw than it is for you to walk and cook... though that would be kind of cool to see."

She giggled at the mental image; maybe she would try drawing that later. Though it'd be better to see him actually doing it - it'd have more of an affect than just her drawing it. Still, she'd take what she could get.

"If there is a next time, I'll leave my book behind. And I'll really focus this time, I promise!" she swore. "I don't want to worry you anymore than I have already. I really am sorry for being so insensitive."

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keiito
2009-07-21 05:22 am UTC (link)

The conversation had, thankfully, finally lightened up a bit, much to Keiichi's happiness. Serious conversations were needed, but unfun, so just a little more.

"I know you don't...really want to think about what happens if something goes wrong. I don't either. But we have to, if only so we can prepare ourselves. Be the best we can."

He wasn't going to tell her more about how convinced he was that they'd be going back. That would just re-kill the mood.

"But I appreciate it, Shiori," Keiichi concluded. "It means a lot to me, and if it comes down to it again, I'm sure it'll mean a lot to all of us."

A pause, and then a non-sequitur. "Now, where's our food? I'm STARVING!"

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