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Tweak says, "No! Not THAT song!"

Nawanaka Toshimi [輪中福美] (thrown_to_winds) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2010-10-13 22:32:00

Entry tags:

kiriko, toshimi

WHO: Toshi, Kiriko
WHAT: REGRESS REGRESS REGRESS
WHEN: Just after 2-B's **special** cultural festival segment
WHERE: Some hallway without too many people
WHY: Because nobody showed her the script

[The head of the chinchilla costume has been discarded haphazardly on the hallway floor. The rest of the costume, is, along with the person inside of it, curled up and facing the wall, head covered by arms as if it were a tornado drill and she was the only person who knew about it.]

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apathyisboring
2010-10-16 08:12 am UTC (link)

[ Kiriko frowns faintly, nudging the chinchilla head to one side. Her hands fold behind her back as she pivots on her heel and leans against the wall, next to where Toshi is sitting. ]

"Well, just because I seemed that way doesn't mean I never..."

[ She glances down at Toshi, looking a little serious in her candidness. ]

"I don't see why you can't stop running."

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thrown_to_winds
2010-10-16 10:07 am UTC (link)

"Right. I shouldn't have assumed. Sorry." [Empty words, at best.]

"I thought so too. I tried for a while, you know?"

[She traces her finger in circles on the ground.]

"But even then I would just let things happen as they did. My way of not-running was running. Recursion. Everything I do ends up going in a loop. Thought I figured it out..."

[On some level, she seems to have forgotten she is speaking out loud. She looks up and remembers Kiriko is there.]

"Sorry. I shouldn't be talking like this."

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	apathyisboring 2010-10-16 05:46 pm UTC (link)
	[ Authoritatively: ] "I'd tell you if you shouldn't." [ Another pause as she considers what Toshimi said. ] "It's just going to be a self-fulfilling prophecy. If I can change what's going to happen in my life, can't you do the same?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thrown_to_winds 2010-10-20 04:16 am UTC (link)
	[A phrase that she's clearly been repeating to herself for quite some time:] "Can't change what already happened. Everything has its logical sequence." [She considers Kiriko, though.] "You changed it? For sure?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	apathyisboring 2010-10-20 04:19 am UTC (link)
	"Pretty sure." [ A pause. ] "Maybe I won't succeed at what I want to be, but I'm definitely not going to end up the way I thought I was." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thrown_to_winds 2010-10-20 04:57 am UTC (link)
	"Oh..." [She looks at Kiriko curiously, with some newfound admiration.] "Then, maybe you were meant to from the beginning." [Thoughtfully, after a moment:] "Or maybe it's different from how I thought." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	apathyisboring 2010-10-20 02:39 pm UTC (link)
	"Of course it's different. Saying that everything was meant to be is just a cop-out." [ She looks down at Toshimi, sidelong. ] "It's your life. You're the only one who can make something of it." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thrown_to_winds 2010-10-22 07:13 am UTC (link)
	"That's how I'm supposed to feel, isn't it?" [Toshimi thinks about it for a moment.] "But it's good you're able to feel that way, Ikeda-san." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	apathyisboring 2010-10-22 01:17 pm UTC (link)
	[ After a moment, a smile blooms on her face - a very Kiriko-y one, with the air of knowing something that everyone else doesn't. She pushes up off the wall and kicks the Chinchilla head gently back in Toshimi's direction. With a wave of her hand, she turns to leave. ] "I'll see you around, Nawanaka-san." (Reply to this) (Parent)

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