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Sam Guthrie ([info]_rocket_butt_) wrote in [info]devolve,
@ 2011-01-22 09:33:00

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Who: Sam (Lewis and Annie on the playground) and Open
What: Swinging and playing and stuff
Where: Playground just outside the mansion
When: Sunday afternoon
Rating: likely G, but depends who joins in doing/discussing what
Status: Incomplete

The snow was well past ankle deep on the grounds, but the littles didn't really care. They were bundled up in layer after layer against the cold, toques pulled down over their ears almost meeting the thick scarves wrapped around their necks as they pumped steadily away on the swings. It was hard to remember, painful to, even, when the little playground tucked against the side of the mansion had been noisy with the voices of children, even on a winter's afternoon. Most of them older than the twins, of course.

Sam didn't let himself remember those days anymore, though. All that mattered in this moment was Lewis and Annie, breathless voices carrying quietly in the crisp, cold air as they chattered at each other; about the chickens and the milk cows, about some antics of the dogs in a snowbank earlier in the day.

Sam adjusted his own gloves, pulling them slightly higher against the chill, and smiled at the sheer, incongruous normality of it. Today was a good day. He'd finished work in the garage, the tune-up on one of the trucks that had been running a bit rough going smooth, as smooth as its engine was running now, and then found the twins waiting for him, eager and bright. Little hands reaching, indifferent to the grease rubbed deep into the creases of his skin as they'd reached for his own. Begged him to come out and watch them swing in the bright, cold afternoon sun. And for now that was all he did. Watched, smiling, and thought of nothing beyond this moment. That for now, everyone (left) was safe and alive.


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[info]set_to_stun
2011-01-25 04:59 am UTC (link)

"You're the pro, though," Kitty pointed out, "And having working vehicles is important. Besides, I tend to think everyone does their best work doing the thing they love." That was, after all, why she'd chosen her barely-off-the-ground career in science. Kitty's smile quirked up a little, "And if you don't love engines, you're doing a good job of fooling."

At the mention of her previous plans for the afternoon, Kitty sighed almost imperceptibly. "Yup, I'm headed in to see what Hank needs, besides a vacation and a good night's rest." She said it with a smile, though, making her affection for the doctor clear. Keeping an eye on Hank felt a little like the way she'd felt so inclined to keep an eye on her dad, first after his father's death and then after the divorce, but that was simmering on a subconscious level. Kitty wasn't much for thinking about her dad.

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[info]_rocket_butt_
2011-01-25 10:19 am UTC (link)
Sam grinned at Kitty and had to resist the urge to ruffle her hair. "Don't worry Kit-cat, I know what I do's important enough. And believe me, I suck at lying and acting. Just-" He shrugged, his smile going slightly lopsided. "It feels sorta wrong, sometimes, enjoying the work when I think 'bout why it needs done, y'know?" Some days, though...in fact most days...losing himself in the routine of working on an engine was the only break he got from almost constant worry.

He shifted his shoulders slightly and pulled his smile back into shape, because there wasn't any way Kitty needed to hear him whining about anything.

"Twinkies," he suggested. "Hank always needs Twinkies. Probably some sunshine wouldn't hurt either, though," he added. "Don't think I've seen him 'cept for weekly check-ups in...a couple weeks, at least." Which couldn't be any kind of healthy. BUt then, there were a whole lot of folks these days who weren't any kind of healthy, and he couldn't really afford to go casting stones.

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[info]set_to_stun
2011-01-25 02:52 pm UTC (link)
Kitty's expression turned thoughtful and she cocked her head a little bit, "That's good, I think--still having something to have something you whole heartedly enjoy, even in the face of all this...darkness and fear and responsibility."

A little whining never bothered Kitty, especially since she didn't consider Sam's remark to be whining. Everyone had their own philosophy for getting by and it seemed like everyone had a weighty dose of guilt built right in.

His suggestion made her grin and she clumsily reached with a gloved hand to brush the hair from her face, "That's about the shape of it." She nodded, "We'll get him unglued from his lab sooner or later."

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[info]_rocket_butt_
2011-01-25 11:04 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah, you're right there," he agreed, smiling warmly. Because it was good to have something bright in the midst of hell, something that let you forget for at least a little while, sometimes. And much as he wished his family could be that, they were often more a reminder of failure and a stressor than a comfort.

"As for Hank-" He shook his head a bit, still grinning. "Not sure you're gonna get him unglued from that lab for more'n an hour at a time here or there 'til he's managed to cure this thing." Which...if anyone could do it, it was definitely Hank. "Not that he's gonna have much hope of that if he wears himself down to a fuzzy blue nub, though." Made him consider maybe dragging the twins down to distract him for a bit. It was generally a lot harder to say no to small, hopeful people who wanted to climb all over you than it was to adults who wanted you to do something for your own good. He knew that one from experience.

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[info]set_to_stun
2011-01-26 07:41 pm UTC (link)
Kitty wouldn't have said anything direct about Sam's family situation, but her empathy for him came in part from her feelings about her family. She often felt anxious, powerless, and like a big fat failure when it came to her father and grandmother, but she imagined it would be a whole other kind of pressure to have them at the mansion. Sam had a lot on his shoulders and it was hard not to admire the way he bore the pressure.

Nodding, she agreed, "At a certain point, stress stops adding to your success and starts detracting from it." She smiled a little, "Just gotta keep him from going too far in that direction, with bribery if necessary." Secretly, Kitty wondered if Hank was driven out of pure altruism or if part of his mania related to fear. She knew in a big bad way that letting your fears run away with you led down a dark path.

As she glanced over at the twins again, her smile took on a brighter cast, "They look like they're having a good time." Kitty glanced up at Sam, her smile a little mischievous, "If only we could get Hank on the swings."

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[info]_rocket_butt_
2011-01-30 08:07 pm UTC (link)
Sam nodded, smile fading slightly. They all knew too well how stress could eat at you. How if you let it you could end up chasing yourself in circles instead of accomplishing anything substantive.

"Hard to tell with Hank, ain't it?" he asked quietly. "Not sure you'd be able t'tell if he was anything short of a complete nervous breakdown." He'd hardly ever seen the man look so much as out of sorts. "But I bet a turn on the swings'd do him good regardless," smile brightening again as he met Kitty's. "Think he'd put the twins' height record to shame."

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[info]set_to_stun
2011-02-03 04:47 pm UTC (link)

Kitty frowned a little, trying to remember if she had ever seen Hank look anything short of business-like. Unkempt, maybe, or a little tired, but he just never stopped. She glanced up at Sam, hands sliding into her pockets, "Yeah, it's hard to say. Part of me just thinks it would do him a world of good to have someone to go home to, but post-apocalyptic dating certainly leaves something to be desired." She ended with a slight smile, trying to be light-hearted about the fact that there was one aspect of survival that was decidedly empty and boring.

When Sam smiled at her, she smiled back, "Oh, I think they could give him a run for his money. They have the advantage of experience."

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