"A sissy." She said incredulously, the laughter that followed. It hurt to laugh like that, and the hurt sounded there within the crazed tone of which it sounded. "You have no idea what I'm going through right now. You know nothing about me anymore. Do you realize that? I wanted to think it was okay, but after that meeting I finally realized just how foreign we are to each other. I'm not even sure if I can call you my mother anymore, and not out of lack of want. I don't know if I'm supposed to." She was trying to find the words to express it correctly but it wasn't coming. It was like...she wasn't her daughter anymore. Her other siblings could be happy with what they had, but it just felt...
"It feels like there is such a chasm between us and I cannot reach you. I can not." She wasn't going to let her go, so she just let it all pour out. "I don't know why you couldn't tell us it was Akheron or even give us some sort of reasoning behind it, even if it was simply out of anger, something, anything would have done, but you didn't. It made me realize my place. You are far closer to the rest of the family than we could ever even pretend to be. You protected family from family. You could not trust us to understand or even condemn him in our eyes. You could have asked us not to hurt him if you wanted and I would have stood by it and even held my siblings back from it at your request."
It was an odd thing to say from someone who didn't understand the situation, but for some reason she had. "Tell me it was shock. Tell me Lethe had played with your mind. Tell me anything." Perses had told her that her mother had good reason for not telling her, and she wanted to hear that reason. In a way, she wasn't even sure if she knew her siblings anymore. Kratos was acting a little weird around her, Nike...Nike's reappearance and everyone pretending like nothing had happened rubbed Bia the wrong way. It shouldn't have. She was victory after all. Zelos would always be Zelos, strangely enough he kind of felt like a pillar of normalcy. It brought her comfort to know it.
You couldn't pick your family, not that she'd honestly choose anyone else. Not even Enyo, though she loved her more than she probably should have. That pain twisted deep, being disowned as she had. Maybe she was driving for her mother to disown her too? No, that's not what she was doing. "I can't even be angry right now. I'm just confused. I don't think I'm even making any sense."