"I suppose." Sif felt like it was out there, just waiting, so she said, "I wonder all the time if things would have gone differently with Thor. Well, I know they could have," she added, a bit more forcefully. "I'm often torn between wishing I had never met either of them, to wishing I could go back and just tell both of them to leave me alone....and so on from there. I spend so much time in the past, on those paths, that I have no idea where to go in the future, I'll be honest." She picked at the food a moment, which was terrible because it really was pretty decent. "Is it sad that I've explored a few thoughts of going to a god or goddess of another pantheon for some help?"