She made it sound so easy. Tell him. Right. If it was so easy people would just do that all the time with now hesitation at all.
Except that was what people did. Even with the fear of refusal or anything else that went with it. It happened all the time. People just did it. They said it, they felt it... they just... did what they felt they needed to do.
It just wasn't simple. She couldn't take it back. Not that she'd change her mind, but... if he didn't? There was no way she could just laugh it off, oh, was just kidding, haha, a joke. She couldn't take that back.
They couldn't back-pedal out of sex, either. It was either move forward or cut losses.
“I'll have to,” she said quietly and rested her chin on her knees. At some point. She just wasn't sure how or when... or anything.