“To start a mess of thoughts that have had me rethinking things from years ago now? Yeah. Basically.” She shook her head.
“It's not like I didn't know he an attractive guy, I'm not blind. And I definitely always knew that he's to the core a really good guy and far more fun than he ever gives himself credit for. Which is why I teased him for ages that I was going to set him up with someone or throw up a fake dating profile online somewhere for him.” Ninkasi chuckled. “Never went through with it, though.”
She wanted pretzels. The buttery kind. But she was too lazy to get up right now so as her hand reached forward a bowl of fat, butter-flavored pretzels appeared for her to pluck one out of.
“It just wasn't something I hadn't consciously considered before... because lifestyle wise... we wouldn't have lined up at all.” Which, maybe was an assumption on her part, but she was the one who just fucked whoever, wherever and whenever...