So... I left that anonymous comment a few weeks back. Yep, me. And I'm glad I did. I like to believe that that comment set you up to be where you are right now.
I'm not angry anymore. Quite the contrary. I am relieved! You might not understand how or why, or even what I'm talking about, but don't worry about it. Just know, I'm actually happy for you. Maybe this time it will work out.