Fabian had to admit that Ax had a point about the circumstances around Martin's transformation being traumatic. That was probably why Martin couldn't go more then a day without transforming. He knew it was freeing for him and that the only reason Martin had come back was because Fabian had been there. It should have been enough but he couldn't help worrying.
What if this new transformation and growth meant Martin could see him for the fraud he was? What if he didn't want to be around Fabian anymore and was seeking out the company of others to fulfill the needs he wasn't getting. Fabian just wanted things to go back to the way they were before...well, not completely like they were before. He knew the transformation had been good for Martin and that he was having an easier time now opening up. But did that mean Fabian had to be left behind?
"I suppose." he relented, "I just don't get why he goes to Theo and not me. He said I was the one that brought him back to himself but does that mean he's two different people now? The Martin I know and then the Marten that Theo looked after? Because it honestly feels like I'm in a relationship with someone who's in a relationship with someone else."