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Ezra Jeong ([info]oftheaether) wrote in [info]containmentrp,
@ 2015-07-11 10:58:00

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Entry tags:2215-02-03, dewitt, ezra

Who: DeWitt & Ezra
What: All this tension in camp.
Where: The crew corral.
When: A little while before sunset.



Ezra closed his eyes and leaned in to the stack of sturdy boxes at his side. He was situated in the back of the van; door swung open, and had fashioned something of a couch from boxes and a blanket laid over them and the van's floor. He had one foot out and one in; his form stretch along the length of where the back doors anchored when they were closed. There was a bottle of whiskey in one hand; he had it resting against the side facing the openness of camp.

He was still pissed off that there was Haven Military in their camp, and those fuckers weren't dead. They were off limits; were being nursed back to health, and they would be sent back to Haven. To their hive. Ezra had been tense since the moment that declaration had been made, but there were other factors stated that had taken hold of him more deeply. That story Flint had told? Truths; frightening to so many others, but he got it. There were barbaric people; one lived within his own heart. It should come as no shock, and it didn't. At least, not to him and those who sheltered such things within them. Now, to be a considered target of a horde of viciousness? Just how big was this army? He'd been watching people all day, taking in their reactions to the news. Ezra had ghosted through the camp; even without his abilities in practice, watching some of his 'fellow' Diaspora had been easy. No one really paid him any mind or notice. They were so distracted, so concerned. So afraid.

They were going to be sitting ducks, what with these common reactions. Even if they moved, didn't matter. Sitting fucking ducks, with a great big target on their back. He rolled his eyes at the thought, and took another deep swig of the whiskey he'd procured. There was a slight buzz running under his skin; it was warm, comfortable and made the texture of his flannel shirt feel almost like thick velvet against his skin. Was he going to drink until he couldn't remember his own name? It depended, really. Maybe. He had to see what the others in the family wanted to do. The fact that he was sitting in the midst of a living target made him want to forget a lot of shit, but the majority of his actions were always dependent upon those he loved. If they went, so did he. If they remained, he would be stationary too. As for his own wants? They didn't matter. If he'd had no one left? He would have been gone from this place a long time ago, and none of this would matter a shit to him. There was a small voice which snickered inside of him, of course - that he might, had he not almost died as a child, been part of this army the camp was so terrified of. It was a possibility of another life and he knew it. Did it bother him? Not in the least. He'd long known what he was. How could he not, when he was reminded at least once a week by someone else in the camp?


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[info]aintnodamnhero
2015-07-18 12:27 am UTC (link)
Teleporting was useful in certain situations, but that seemed more like something that would help her than the group as a whole. It didn't really alter DeWitt's opinion, but it seemed that Ezra's was high enough for both of them. On some level that actually bothered him. It could be a distraction, a weakness, lead to some poor decision making down the road.

The comment about "prey" didn't really concern him. You could study people the same way you did anything else, and at least Ez appeared to be knowledgable about the subject at hand.

"What else? Skills, shit she can bring to the group." No dead weight, his tone relayed. "And what makes you'd think she'd even join up? You fuckin' her?"

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[info]oftheaether
2015-07-20 04:32 pm UTC (link)
There was something in the look he was getting which read out that his case for Rae was sinking fast. He licked his lips a little and slapped a hand on the back of his neck; rubbing it gently while he got a handle around the remains of his enthusiasm. He could get what DeWitt was seeing; it wasn't hard to understand it. Were he in the other's shoes? Ezra was certain he'd want to smack sense in to himself. Really hard, too. Part of him wanted to already, for putting his heart on his tongue and babbling about her. It curtailed some of the warmth, some of that delighted buzz running through his skull. He still felt how muffled it made his wit. Maybe this hadn't been the best idea? Still, there they were. He was going to keep talking, as he had a sturdy feeling that the subject wouldn't be so readily studied again.

He forced his mind to behave then, falling under that tone in DeWitt's voice. Get your shit together, and your heart off your sleeve. Ezra knew it was about the family, about their survival. Those things were important to him, too. Highly important. "No, not fucking her. Yet." Then, there was a breath and a smirk as his eyes found DeWitt's again. "Might not ever, way I'm going." He leaned back then, licked his lips and sighed. Deeply. "This is just..." He let out a soft grunt of his own, and used one hand to cover his face for a second. He didn't want to say 'wishful thinking'. Of all the people to do this in front of, right?

"Would she want to? Don't know. This is just Ezra being a fucking fool-ass idiot, I guess. A hopeful one, but that doesn't change shit, right?" He let his hand drop, and he looked directly at DeWitt. "If, indeed, she did want to - yeah." He nodded then, Time to be clinical. Look at it from the point of view which he looked at so many other things. It was for the best. Always. There were more important things in this world than the girl who might not even like him, but he would give out what he could for her. For the honor of how she was like a flame in the darkness, calling to his soul. He'd not made sense of it past that, and she was probably completely clueless about the impact she had on him.

"She's talented in metal working." He didn't add to that, because they both knew what items could be brought forth under that. It could prove an addition to what they had already. "There's her care for others, and she's very staid in her commitment to jobs she undertakes." He tilted his head lightly. "There's that; past those?" Ezra shook his head, made a face, and went silent.

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[info]aintnodamnhero
2015-07-20 10:02 pm UTC (link)
DeWitt's hand moved over his face, the callouses rubbing hard against the stubble, as if he were trying to wake up. Part of it was true. It had been a long-ass day, he was full of alcohol, the brunt of which hadn't even hit him yet, and poor Ezra was certainly coming to the wrong guy for love advice. Or whatever the fuck this was.

For a few seconds his mind was nothing but an ongoing mantra of 'shit', repeated until all other thoughts were drowned out. Poor Ezra, thinking a little too hard with either his feelings or his dick. Both, probably. He knew Rae to some extent, the same minimal extent anyone in camp could know anyone else. She was cute, sure, but the traits Ezra described didn't exactly count for survival material.

"If she cares about people like you say she does, that's not the type'a person to go runnin' off when shit hits the fan. That's gonna be a problem. Either she won't go, she'll tell one'a the bosses, or she'll try to drag more people than we can handle. One babysittin' job'll turn into three, or five. People like that don't run with people like us." It was a sad, sorry truth, but one that he was certain Ezra was already fully aware of. "If they do, it's trouble waitin' to happen." He felt like he was running at the mouth now, the alcohol causing the words to flow past the few censors he had in his head to let them drop right from his lips. "I'm not sayin' shit you wanna hear, I know that. But we got more than just you, me, and this girl to think about. What happens if down the line you gotta choose between the group and the girl?"

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