By knowing what will come afterwards. My friends, Annie, they help a lot. I just couldn't bear to disappoint them like that. Killing them might not be your intention and neither might hurting them be but you will end up doing that. The moment you start drinking you lose yourself. It's the fucking best feeling in the world. And if you are thinking about asking for donations, don't. Currently, you do not know what you are missing out on and that is a blessing. It will only get worse afterwards.
I've got a ghost. I'm armed. And I can get a crucify. But more importantly, I can try to talk you out of it.