I am, because believe it or not I did pay attention to what it did to you when it was Gisborne. But what happens to me when you vanish again? Or when you do something stupid that gets you killed?
Hansel is a good man, and I do love him. He doesn't tear me up inside, and make me want to follow him to his death. Because he doesn't go off and do something stupid that gets him infected, or... or he doesn't go off to war and leave me to think he's dead for five years.