I've had to bury to many friends. I don't want to bury you too. Again. I'm just asking you to watch your back, just until I get there. Even the big mean predators try to avoid me when I'm obvious with my scent.
I... I don't know what to say. But. Your kid, he'll need you. And they tend to make whatever hell you go through absolutely worth the pain. And their 'I love you's are better than any balm or tonic on your inner aches and pains.