Yeah, I figured that might be the case. If I'm not there, just message me.
You think so now. Hell, I went through it twice, it took me eight years for one and just months for the other. Both times I was just... Okay. There was no sign that I was, it was just... boom. Guilt sometimes comes with the boom. And occasionally lingers. But when it happens you wont trade it for any of the before even if you had a time machine sitting in front of you.