I am going to be moving into the apartment I had built onto Seddrinth's house. I've been doing a lot of thinking and I realized a few things. One of those is that I need to start acting like the adult I am. Part of that means not needing my mommy's approval for everything I do.
From the very beginning, even when we were just friends, you've had a problem with Bucky. He has done nothing but treat me with kindness and respect. He loves me and I love him. He makes me happy, but that doesn't seem to matter to you. All you care about is his past. You've managed to tolerate the relationship but that's the most I can say.
I honestly never thought I would have a chance at having a family. Even getting the endometriosis fixed, there were no guarantees that I could carry a pregnancy to term. There was still a chance of miscarriage or other complications. And I thought for sure that I would spend the rest of my life alone because of it. But I've found a man that loves me no matter what. And thanks to the wish Daddy made I'm actually healthy and normal. I have a real chance at a family. An opportunity to be happy. And all you've done is put restrictions on my happiness.
You tell me that I'm not allowed to get married until after you've given birth. Originally you told me I had to wait until younger me was on solid food before having children. Now you say you don't want to be an unwed grandmother. I'm sorry but I'm not going to put my life on hold because it makes you uncomfortable.
You say you love Daddy but you're upset that he doesn't want to propose yet. You don't understand his hesitation. You don't get that marriage really didn't exist anymore in his time. That the ring and the ceremony don't matter, tradition or not. You two spend the rest of your lives together. Why does it matter when you get married?
This is what's going to happen. I am going to marry Bucky whenever he and I are damn good and ready regardless of when that might be. We are going to start a family whenever we're ready to do so. It would mean a lot to me if I could have your support but I am not going to change things if I don't. I just wish that you could be happy for me. I found a man that is sweet and kind and treats me with respect and genuinely loves me. And I love him. You will always be my mother and I will always love you. I just don't feel like you're trying to be my mom.