InsaneJournal

Dear John
I have to tell you something, I wanted to do it to your face, but you've either been busy or avoiding me, and if I don't tell you soon I won't be brave enough to, because I might have missed something great that just happens not be normal, but since when were we normal?

Anyway I'm rambling and that's not my job is it?

I want you not to be angry. I love you...as a separate person from the Doctor, as John Smith, but I love him too and he's admitted to loving me, but I told him straight and I have to tell you too.

I want not to lose either of you...more than that, I love you both, you both love me, so why can't we find a way to make that work, all of us, together? He's OK with it, it's what I want...so it's up to you.

Know that whatever you decide, I will always love you, very, very much, but I really want to do this...with both men that I love

Love always

Your Rose