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Rachel Sully (rachelsully) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-10-13 15:34:00

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!closed, ~izzy shaw, ~rachel sully

email to Izzy

Izzy,

I would like to sincerely apologize for my behavior as of late. I know that I was being whiney and overdramatic. I blew everything way out of proportion and I'm sorry. I've taken some time to clear my head and really look at things. I know that my reaction was irrational and unacceptible. The only excuse I can give is that, being only 22 and not required to completely grow up yet, I didn't know how to handle the situation. It is exactly that, though. An excuse. I am an adult and should better handle whatever may be thrown my way. I promise, in the future, to not bother you with such trivial concerns. Especially when I should have been able to handle it myself. It was very childish of my and I am sorry.

Sincerely,

Rachel.

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izzyshaw
2013-10-13 06:38 pm UTC (link)

Rachel,

You don't have to apologize to me. We aren't emotionless robots after all so I can't exactly expect you to use logic all the time, I certainly don't even if I think I should. I'm many things but perfect isn't one of them.

I'm an engineer by training and inclination and I don't have the experience with refereeing family disputes that future me must have. I don't know if you've heard the stories about how I grew up, but my mother worked hard to make sure I had everything I needed in terms of food and clothes and education, and that didn't leave a lot of time for other things. So I'm going at this 'mom' thing blind.

I'm sorry if I made you feel bad and didn't give you the support you needed. I'm going to try to do better when you're growing up.

If you need to vent, I guess that's what mom's are for so don't feel like you can't do that with me. I'll try and do better next time.

Izzy

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	rachelsully 2013-10-13 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	Izzy, I'm saying that you don't have to worry about being a mom to me. At least not until I'm actually born. From now on just think of me as another random island resident. I think it'll take a lot of pressure off both of us. Rachel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	izzyshaw 2013-10-13 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	We can try that I guess if you want. So Rachel what sorts of things do you like to do normally? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2013-10-13 08:36 pm UTC (link)
	I like to hike. And dance. And go flying with Jake. I like being out in nature. And I like fixing things. Doing stuff with my hands. (Reply to this) (Parent)