So, I got to see a side of Bucky that neither of us have ever seen before. The part of him that is only present when we're not around and he's not trying to be all manly and impressive.
He was very sweet and a perfect gentleman the entire evening, which surprised me a lot given all of the bragging he's done in the past. I thought for sure he'd try something but he didn't even try to hold my hand. It was kind of cute.
I even had to ask him to dinner. He was so shy and adorable around me like this. So cute. I found him outside the grocer where we used to work taking care of the horse. And you know what? I wasn't allergic to the horse! It was really weird. I thought for sure I would have started sneezing or something but I didn't.
We met at Tom's Restaurant in the evening and he pulled my chair out for me and was very nice. He asked me about my day and actually listened. It's really no wonder the women fell all over him. It wasn't just because of his good looks or his charming smile. But, I realized something after the evening ended and I had to come back through the door.
Spending the day with him just made me miss him so much more than I already do. It made me want to spend even more time with him because I know that soon it's going to just go away and I won't see him anymore. It really hurts. So be glad that you're too recognizable to go through and see the people that we both care about. As much as I loved getting to know that side of Bucky, there's a part of me that will always wish I hadn't gone to see him.