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Tweak says, "Badger badger badger"

Steven Rogers (ex_stevengro92) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-07-29 18:24:00

Entry tags:

!closed, ~peggy carter, ~steve rogers (preserum)

Email to Peggy

Peggy

I should start this by apologizing. I shouldn't have asked you to keep my condition from Steve, that was wrong of me. And I should have let you know about the surgery. It was stupid of me to keep it from everyone, especially given what happened. I did honestly think it was going to be a routine, in and out and spend a day or so in bed and then back to work kind of thing.

Dr. Shearing says that it wasn't a reaction to the anesthetic after all. Apparently the island had something to do with the coma. So that's good. Hopefully after she tells Dr. Banner about that he'll feel better. He's asked to stop being my doctor. It's understandable, but I really liked him as my doctor. I'm not going to push it, though.

My arrhythmia is gone. They did a bunch of tests and everything is normal. That, of course, has made my blood pressure normal too. It's really strange. I don't know what's doing this, but I'm glad it happened. Maybe now I won't get so tired all the time, right?

I'd really like to see baby Steve, if I could. I need to thank him for letting me borrow his bear. I'm going to be here for a couple more days so you can bring him by any time, or I can stop by after I get out of the hospital. Whichever you would prefer.

If you're still mad at me, that's fine too. I deserve it. I hope to hear from you but I know there's a chance I won't. At least not yet. I really am sorry, Peggy. I didn't mean to hurt any of you. You're one of my best friends and there's a part of me that will always love you in some way or another. Even if it's not so much romantically anymore. I really hope to hear from you soon.

Steven

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offthepeg
2013-07-29 11:50 pm UTC (link)

Steve,

I don't blame you for wanting to keep your procedure a secret though I have no idea as to why you would want to. We're your friends, and we love you. Nobody should have to go through something like that on their own. We all need a hand to hold and everyone has been holding your hand lately.

I'm glad that Bruce is absolved now. The poor man has so much to deal with already. Goodness knows why he puts himself through such hell.

The island has messed with your body a lot. I'm glad your health is better but don't take a day for granted.

I'll talk to Steve about bringing the baby around. He's a bit precocious lately, the poor lamb.

I could never hate you. I love you.

Peggy.

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ex_stevengro92
2013-07-29 11:58 pm UTC (link)

Peggy

I know it's a ridiculous excuse but I'm really not used to having so many people care about me. I got so used to being pretty much alone that I figured I could handle anything by myself. I was reminded exactly how wrong I am about that.

I just need a few days to rest and then I'll be good as new.

I really enjoyed babysitting him the other day and wouldn't mind doing it again, if the need arises. He's adorable. It's hard to believe that he's actually us. Who knew there'd be three of us in one place, huh?

I don't think I'm ever going to be able to apologize enough for everything I put you through, but I'm really glad you don't hate me.

Steven.

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offthepeg
2013-07-30 12:10 am UTC (link)

Steven

You need to get used to it because next time you do something as stupid, I'm going to recommend a punishment type to Lillian and it might not be what you wanted. Little Steve misses you, I know it. I think he's getting close to the word thing and the amount of times I hear your name lately, well... it's bound to be that, isn't t?

I don't hate you, Steven. None of us could ever.

Peggy.

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