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Clint Barton aka Hawkeye (cfbarton) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-07-12 21:12:00

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Email to Natasha

I really need to talk to somebody right now and you're the only person I feel like I can trust about this. I don't even know what to do.

The girl that was my first everything has shown up on the island. When we knew each other back home I was only 2 years older than her. Now she's 18 years younger than I am. She's arriving four years after the last time we saw each other and I just found something out that has made me really, really, really angry at SHIELD.

She doesn't even want me to touch her and I'm pretty sure she hates me. I don't know what to do.

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	ruskybusiness 2013-07-13 02:19 pm UTC (link)
	What is it that's making you angry with SHIELD? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-07-13 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	Abi wrote me a letter telling me that she was pregnant but SHIELD never let the letter get to me. They told her I was dead and the stress from it all contributed to a miscarriage. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ruskybusiness 2013-07-13 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	Does she not believe you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-07-13 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	She believes that I never got the letter. But she's still pretty closed off. Understandable given everything that happened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ruskybusiness 2013-07-14 05:03 am UTC (link)
	Not to mention the fact that there is no way you're the same person now that you were when she knew you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-07-14 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	When I knew her, I hadn't killed anybody yet so yeah, I'm not the same person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ruskybusiness 2013-07-14 05:50 pm UTC (link)
	When you knew her, you hadn't gone through SHIELD training, or killed anyone or grown up. It's no wonder she doesn't know what to say to you, Clint, she doesn't know you. (Reply to this) (Parent)