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Tweak says, "never have a known a sorrow "

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-03-20 00:34:00

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At the risk of sounding as rude as hell, all you love sick puppies are making me absolutely sick to my stomach. ~~And no it's not the booze~~

Well, what do you know: Fucking stage three, already.

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	aikanaro 2013-03-20 05:39 am UTC (link)
	Love is cruel. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 05:41 am UTC (link)
	You can say that again. It's almost like I can't scream why loud enough. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 05:48 am UTC (link)
	I know how that feels, my lady. I am sorry that you do, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 05:54 am UTC (link)
	You do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 06:35 am UTC (link)
	Aye, lady, all too well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 06:39 am UTC (link)
	What happened to yours? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 06:40 am UTC (link)
	If you would forgive me, lady, I would prefer not to speak of it. The grief is still too near my heart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 06:49 am UTC (link)
	Of course, I'm sorry. Sounds like you're a stage ahead of me though. So there's that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 06:55 am UTC (link)
	It has been nearly fifty years. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 06:57 am UTC (link)
	You're an elf, though, aren't you? So I'd say we're pretty even. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 07:01 am UTC (link)
	Oh, aye, in the course of my life it is a very short time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 07:10 am UTC (link)
	Though it makes me feel a little callous. I would have been with him a year, this past Sunday. And I'm to the anger stage almost twenty days after. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 07:11 am UTC (link)
	Nay, you are not callous. Do not fear that. The children of Men are lucky, indeed. Their hearts allow them to love more than once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 07:16 am UTC (link)
	Even if I'm doing everything I possibly can to try and forget what the loss feels like? That's the last time for me. I'm bad luck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	No one enjoys pain, lady, and you cannot be faulted for trying to forget it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-21 02:21 am UTC (link)
	A lot of people would condemn me. But it's good to know someone who's been there wouldn't. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	theangelinhell 2013-03-20 03:41 pm UTC (link)
	The entire world is cruel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-20 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	I think that's more dead on the nose than saying love is cruel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theangelinhell 2013-03-20 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	I simply speak from experience. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-21 02:22 am UTC (link)
	I agree with you, from experience. The world is not nice to people who are different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theangelinhell 2013-03-21 05:45 pm UTC (link)
	No, it is not. It views people who are different as a threat to society, misunderstanding and harming instead of helping. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-03-22 03:48 am UTC (link)
	Preaching to the choir my friend. Harming and murdering in my case. Even the ones that weren't so different anymore. Just because they had been. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 06:29 pm UTC (link)
	Nay, the world is beautiful. The cruelties in it only make the joys all the more beautiful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theangelinhell 2013-03-20 10:26 pm UTC (link)
	And I'm sure you have not suffered an entire life of that cruelty, so it's simple to say the world is a beautiful place. You do not live in fear, do you, monsieur? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aikanaro 2013-03-20 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	In fear? Sir, I live constantly under the Shadow from which all fear springs. You know nothing of my life. Do not attempt to nullify my experience because I speak not openly of my suffering. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theangelinhell 2013-03-21 05:41 pm UTC (link)
	Ah yes, but what about those of us who have to wear our suffering on our face? Those people who have to see it every time they look in the mirror? What of us who live every day knowing that humanity would rather lock us in a cage and spit on us than treat us as a person? Do you know that feeling, monsieur? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

aikanaro
2013-03-21 06:33 pm UTC (link)

Sir, I make no attempt to lessen your suffering as you do mine. I do not doubt that you know suffering, nor that you have known cruelty. But so have we all. My face is fair, aye, after the way of my people, but my beauty hides sorrows that you do not and cannot know.

Do not assume that a smile and a fair face mean that there is no pain beneath. One need not be disfigured to know cruelty and sorrow.

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