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Gen Black (blacktwin) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-03-10 07:30:00

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Email to Alex
I need your advice. You've been killed by a vampire, right?

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	pull_my_finger 2013-03-10 06:41 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, Cutler to be specific. Why? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-10 06:42 am UTC (link)
	I have no idea what to do about myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-10 06:54 am UTC (link)
	About yourself? As in finding your door? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-10 07:00 am UTC (link)
	No. I don't think I'll get one. I'm part of a wish. I shouldn't even exist. The one I'm worried about is my other self. He's a time bomb. I've been him, I know. He will kill again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-10 07:08 am UTC (link)
	Are you sure that there are no others like you? Beyond the door? Maybe you just... stepped out? How can you be so sure? He seems pretty stable, more than Hal was. Is... Whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-10 07:34 am UTC (link)
	My memory tells me no. But I don't know. Might be the case. Because I've relapsed again and again and there's a part of me that wants to kill. I'm not saying that I'm not fighting it. But forever is a long time. It's bound to happen again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-10 07:47 am UTC (link)
	Maybe it's not something you're meant to remember. Of course it's bound to happen again. But that doesn't mean we can't stop him. Strap him down to a nice thick chair like we did for Hal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-10 08:01 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. Maybe. But I'm not waiting for it. You know that the tying to a chair usually happens after the relapse? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-10 08:11 am UTC (link)
	Yeah me either. Can't really do anything to resolve anything here anyhow. Hal only drank my blood. He didn't kill me. But yes. But you are aware that there are maybe three humans on this island, right? And that might be a slight exaggeration, but only slight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-10 08:18 am UTC (link)
	I guess you are right there. Unless it's learning how to play the triangle. I thought I was clean for good so many times, Alex. I've relapsed again and again and again. There are more humans when you might realise. We already live with three. And I would have killed everyone with a pulse as they didn't stink like a werewolf. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

pull_my_finger
2013-03-10 08:43 pm UTC (link)

The only thing that I could have done was kill Cutler. And someone did that for me.

But I can't think of a single one that's completely helpless against vampires. I think you're worrying a bit more than you should be. If he does go all murdery we could... Rent-a-ghost him out before he can be.

There's a number of people that seem to depend on his being alive at the moment.

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blacktwin
2013-03-10 08:49 pm UTC (link)

No triangle then, hmm?

If he does want to go all murdery, he will. The humans here might not be completely helpless but in the end they don't stand a chance. Killing someone is easy, Alex. You should know it.

I know and I don't want to kill him. He's me, for god's sake. Death was the right decision for me. But I don't know. It just seems wrong to not do anything when I know he's a risk.

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	pull_my_finger 2013-03-10 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	I don't imagine. Though you could try? They have a bit of an advantage over me. They know what he is. I didn't know all that sort of stuff existed, til it was to late. I'd say keep an eye on him? But it seems he's built his nest of people to keep him good. Like Hal had me and Tom. But he has more than just a ghost and a werewolf. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-11 06:05 am UTC (link)
	I'm not the triangle playing type. Do they? There are new people arriving everyday here. I know he's not shy about what he is but not everyone knows what he is and the dangers that come with it. You know what? I'm just going to warn everyone and then stick to watching him and look for signs. If they aren't careful then, I don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-11 06:12 am UTC (link)
	Pity. Me either. There are more vampires than just him, though. Aren't they just as dangerous? Warn them how? Stand on the roof of Stark Tower and shout it? I think you're getting all worked up over something that probably wont happen here. This place is a lot different than Barry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-11 06:17 am UTC (link)
	They are not my problem. I can't open a nursery for vampires. I just hoped I would be through with this vampire bullshit. Hello, Alex, this is a network and let's you talk to other people, select who you want to inform of certain things. This place might be difference but I'm still me. And I've spent a lot of time with myself. I know me. It's bound to happen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-11 07:30 am UTC (link)
	Then be through with it. He hasn't done anything wrong. I don't think he will. Call me an optimist and I might have to hit you. I don't think you should tell others of things that he's done. That might lead to him being violent. It's not. Not without the same things that happen. He's likely to stay good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-11 07:35 am UTC (link)
	Optimist! I don't know. I really don't know. I want to believe it but he's got forever and there isn't a decade I haven't killed anyone yet. There's always been a part of me that wanted to kill. I simply couldn't help it. It's there and it's stubborn. And it nags and nags and nags until it gets what it wants. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-11 07:50 am UTC (link)
	Alright, where are you? If you want it then believe it. Like I said, we can both keep an eye out on him. If he starts to even act a little dodgy then we rent-a-ghost him out, to a safe room and strap him down till it passes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-11 05:15 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, you know, in this house. On this street. Okay, we can try. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-12 02:14 am UTC (link)
	I will figure out how to get a tracker on you. Then you're mine bucko. There we go, now who's the optimist? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-12 01:53 pm UTC (link)
	I'm oh-so scared now. I'm actually not afraid to be an optimist. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-13 03:25 am UTC (link)
	You should be. I'm a viciously evil ghost. Unless you forgot. I'm not afraid to be an optimist it just seems like it would be a dirty word. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-13 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	I'm pissing my pants. How can optimist be dirty? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-13 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	Oh dear, and you can't change them either. Sorry about that. I don't know, you tell me, you're the optimist. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-14 07:34 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Look at the damaged you caused. I will forever feel uncomfortable. So you think I'm dirty? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-14 08:06 am UTC (link)
	I am very sorry about that, really, truly. No, I think you have potential. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-15 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	Please, eleborate, Ms. Millar. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-16 03:32 am UTC (link)
	Well, you have a delightful mind. You could be quite dirty if you tried, I'm sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-20 06:34 am UTC (link)
	That really sounds like a rubbish poem, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-20 06:37 am UTC (link)
	Insulting me twice in the same message! And here I'm trying to be nice. I don't write poetry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blacktwin 2013-03-20 06:39 am UTC (link)
	Only twice? I'm breaking my record of nice here as well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pull_my_finger 2013-03-20 06:42 am UTC (link)
	Yes, first you call me optimistic, and now you're calling me a poet. I've slugged my brothers for less, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent)