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Tweak says, "you're great"

Annie Sawyer- Mitchell (ghostwiththetea) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-02-16 18:56:00

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OK pain...again

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	renaantilles 2013-02-16 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do to help? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	I'm just sick of it all...of the loss (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	It can be quite hard to deal with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	Has anybody in your life ever...destroyed you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	The closest I have come to that was my twin sister turning to the darkside and joining the people that murdered our friends and teachers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	OK you might win (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	Pain is not a competition, though. Everyone feels pain differently. What one might see as minor, another might see as a fatal blow. Be it emotional or otherwise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	Well I can't really be physically hurt (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 09:16 pm UTC (link)
	Are you one of the incorporeal beings that I have sensed around the island? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 09:17 pm UTC (link)
	Ghost...yes (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	But there are times when emotional pain takes on a physical manifestation. Even for you. Am I right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	If you mean tears and feeling sick...yes (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	That, and sometimes.....I felt an actual, physical ache when the man I love did not return my feelings. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, like someone's punched you in the chest and it's never ever going to heal (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 09:59 pm UTC (link)
	Exactly. It's as if the universe will come to an end just because you're in pain. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 10:00 pm UTC (link)
	I tend to die...people like to throw me down stairs or...just hurt me when they decide they're done (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	renaantilles 2013-02-16 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	I'm very sorry you've had to go through that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-16 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	So am I (Reply to this) (Parent)

	charlieprice 2013-02-17 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	Are you okay? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-17 05:56 pm UTC (link)
	No...John...I'm really not (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	charlieprice 2013-02-17 05:57 pm UTC (link)
	What's going on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostwiththetea 2013-02-17 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	Mitchell's split up with me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Annie.

charlieprice
2013-02-17 06:03 pm UTC (link)

I thought that. He's lost it- he's going on about Nina being 'The One' all of a sudden. I- wouldn't expect this to last. I suppose some of us are used to this sort of nonsense by now- I think it's the island fucking with us. When I was on the train, I lost a few years of my memory for a week with no apparent cause. And there was an incident with some pheromones making everyone a bit- mental. I know it doesn't make it any less painful, but perhaps it might offer something of an explanation.

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	John ghostwiththetea 2013-02-17 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	I just got him back John...if I meant anything to him, surely he could fight this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Annie charlieprice 2013-02-17 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	I know, it's so unfair. He's not in his right mind at the moment. I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Watson ghostwiththetea 2013-02-17 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	Fix it...make it stop...please (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Annie charlieprice 2013-02-17 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	I wish I could, Annie. He will come back. Do you want me to try and talk to him? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Watson ghostwiththetea 2013-02-17 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe...he doesn't feel that way anyway, about me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Annie charlieprice 2013-02-17 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	Whatever he feels right now, it's the island screwing with his head. I don't know how he feels, but you deserve a chance to work through it with him without the island's interference. (Reply to this) (Parent)