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Arcturus Black ([info]arcturusfirst) wrote in [info]compass_network,
@ 2022-03-13 07:22:00

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My dear friends,

I write to you in a rational and well-considered state of mind, having been advised by Miss Becket that this is the proper way to address this matter. Let me first reassure you that I have not been concealing some illness from you, nor am I planning to take any reckless course of action. I plan here for a hypothetical future that I hope will never come to pass.

The essence of it is this: in the event that I am struck by disease or injury, it is my fervent and express wish - further, my direct and binding instruction - that I am never taken to the 'medbay' on this station. I wish to be treated in the comfort of my own home, attended only by magical healers and any among you who might be kind enough to visit me. I understand that we have no fully qualified mediwizards resident on the station, and that my choice means I will likely not have the same care I might have found at home.

No matter what state of unconsciousness or delirium I may be in, I do not permit anyone to tie me down, to draw out my blood, or to attach machines and tubes to my person. I reject it. It seems to me no better than torture, and if I am to die, I would sooner die with what dignity remains to me. Should I be in pain or distress, there are strong potions in the cabinet in my study that may be used to alleviate it.

There will be, in due course, a version of this statement on parchment which I will ask some of you to bear witness to - the 'contract', as Miss Becket puts it. I thank you for your attention regarding what I know is an unpleasant subject, and for your respect of my decision, even though I know you may personally disagree.

Yours &c.

A.C. Black

[Followed by a shorter note to Darcy]

Darcy,

While I'm in the morbid business of putting things in order, may I ask you to stand as Sirius' guardian in the event that I should depart the station, for good reason or ill? I have an arrangement with Mrs Blishwick which means that he may go to live with her, and she will see to his magical education, but I know unfortunately well how difficult it is to be a boy here without the protection of family. I want to make what provision I can for him, and he needs a gentleman who will stand for him, manage his interests and teach him the proper values of our time. Would you be willing? He seems fond of you.

- Black


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Black
[info]mrdarcy_
2022-03-17 11:44 pm UTC (link)
Black,

As long as I remain here, I would be more than willing. I am quite fond of him myself, and I do understand what you mean precisely.

I do hope you will stay with us a while longer, and that this will be theoretical only.

- Darcy

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Black | Darcy
[info]arcturusfirst
2022-03-17 11:54 pm UTC (link)
Darcy,

Thank you, that really does mean a great deal to me. I appreciate your kindness more than I can say. I'll tell him, so that in the event it should be needed, he'll know to write to you directly, and not make any sort of public fuss.

I hope that nothing untoward will happen, certainly, but I also hope you won't take it as a slight upon your company if I say that I would not mind it at all if I could now return to my wife and children. I have never been away this long, not since before I was married.

- Black

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Re: Black | Darcy
[info]mrdarcy_
2022-03-19 10:48 pm UTC (link)
Black,

You are more than welcome. I think you are very sensible to be thinking ahead like this, one really never knows when things might change. It all happens in the blink of an eye.

Of course, I quite understand. It is one thing to be away for a season, but indefinitely? It's too much.

- Darcy

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Black | Darcy
[info]arcturusfirst
2022-03-20 03:10 am UTC (link)
Darcy,

It's unsettling, to say the least. I know that the same is true in ordinary life, one never knows when tragedy might strike, but at least there we have an order to things, and people know what to expect. It is my hope that Sirius will be here on the station longer than I am, and so it would be a dereliction if I made no preparation for it.

I take comfort in the fact that I am told they do not know that I am gone. It is a peculiar thing, that the absence is only felt on one side, but it makes it far easier.

- Black

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