I have been alive to see their creation. Using firearms in that way is irresponsible. I do not think any of us should disarm.
But, it doesn't matter if they meant you harm or not, it happened.
I don't place blame on any one person, but everyone involved. It is just the severe irresponsiblility of the situation. Seeing as you were the victim of the violence, it it up to you to decide. But, at the same time, since you don't blame them, some leniency should be allowed.