and when exactly in there should I have asked for help?
you mean when I woke up starving and sick and realized I was in a fortress set up specifically to attack the people I was associated with? I left the kid with the door open and asleep because I didn't know if knocking on someone's door would get me killed on the spot, obviously you managed to find her. I took food. because I had no way of knowing if there was any more out there.
like I've said many times already and won't be saying again. I didn't know they would leave. Higgs conned us too. and you know that.