You have decided to make a private matter that has been settled fairly by all the parties involved into a public one, to stir up sentiment. You also ascribe to it an inaccurate catalyst, fear, because it suits your rhetoric to do so.
There are people here whom I need, and people I can do very well without, and if you imagine I would speak about my worries in front of a hall full of people who have no respect for my position you do not know me in the slightest.