Blank/Bryn
Besides saving John, I haven't been too busy.
Cyran would have also hung me out to dry.
We're all mortal's to him. You have to get past that. It's not for you, it's for your wife and your unborn son. You know she won't do it, and she won't leave without coaxing. And he is better with words than even the god of poetry and seduction, Bragi.
So you haven't done anything monumentally stupid? Something that everyone you know will want to box your ears for?