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Heather Lisinski (irradiated_ants) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2017-12-11 21:17:00

Entry tags:

!open, sunila montrose, ~heather lisinski

Kylo is gone. Like gone, gone. Everything he owned, down to the last crumb has vanished.

I should be used to this, but I don't know that there is any getting used to this. I should have expected it with the dreams he has been having, but there's no way to prepare for the man you love to disappear without a trace.

I'd like to ask a favor, if it's not too much: People who pray, I don't care who you pray to, but pray he comes back? Please?

And excuse any sad Christmas song.

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	blue_eyed_force 2017-12-13 12:36 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry Heather. Would you like to meditate with me? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	irradiated_ants 2017-12-13 03:36 am UTC (link)
	No. I just want to... I don't know. I want to be sad for a little bit. To wallow in the smell on his pillow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blue_eyed_force 2017-12-13 03:40 am UTC (link)
	Okay. If you need anything, Jake and I are here for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	irradiated_ants 2017-12-13 04:46 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. If you need a minute... I used to be a teacher back in the real world. I can watch the twins if you want to take in some of the Christmas glow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blue_eyed_force 2017-12-13 05:43 am UTC (link)
	Careful. I might take you up on that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	irradiated_ants 2017-12-13 06:46 am UTC (link)
	You really can, I know CPR and some first aid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blue_eyed_force 2017-12-13 06:12 pm UTC (link)
	You'll be one of the first ones we call when Jake and I want a date night. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	irradiated_ants 2017-12-14 06:56 am UTC (link)
	Awesome, thanks. Anything to take my mind off of him being gone. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	notmattmurdock 2017-12-14 05:11 am UTC (link)
	I'll pray for him. And for you. I'm sorry you have to go through this. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	irradiated_ants 2017-12-14 07:23 am UTC (link)
	Thanks, Matt. I guess everybody has to at some time, in a place like this. I just... forgot for a little while. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notmattmurdock 2017-12-16 03:16 am UTC (link)
	Just because it happens to all of us doesn't mean it hurts any less. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	irradiated_ants 2017-12-16 07:38 am UTC (link)
	I guess the same could be said with being prepared. He'd been having nightmares over a month, his going seemed inevitable. Bah. How are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notmattmurdock 2017-12-19 12:54 am UTC (link)
	You couldn't have known from that. I have a feeling that, in this community, nightmares can't really be counted on as a prediction of anything, I'm sure more people have them than don't. Alright as can be I think, it always takes a while to get used to a new place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	irradiated_ants 2017-12-19 03:03 am UTC (link)
	They were about something he hadn't done yet. They grew more intense... Until he vanished. This place is huge! It can't be easy. (Reply to this) (Parent)