True enough. I'm obnoxiously proud of being an asshole, sometimes.
Yeah, I'm tired of hearing it, too.
I understand your point. I worry every day. I worry about falling asleep in case I wake up alone here, or back in Florida. And usually I would agree with you. I've charged headfirst into battle more times than I can tell you. I've pulled a punch or a gun at a dirty look or sharp tongue. In other words, I've been extremely reckless and prone to acting before thinking since... always. If you'd asked me last year, I'd have been first in line to fuck up our dear dictator.
I don't know what that makes me now. I really don't know. I suppose it's that Abi and Charlie have become more important to me than... well, anything. I don't want to risk losing them.